Mr. Jellison

by Portia Choi

During high school, you filled my emptiness.

You aroused me with "Yellow Daffodils" and the
    "Ode on a Grecian Urn."

To the beat of bongo drums, Sidney Poitier recited the life in Plato's Cave,
    as I felt my first kiss from a boy in your classroom.
On stage, actors lived the Bradbury tales on the Illustrated Man.
After you played Hamlet, I brushed your arm accidentally and
    was amazed by the heat of your skin.

You said "Observe, observe the life around you.
    Keep a journal, and write of the specialness of each day,
    only as you see with your eyes."

I did not write in journals then, but I write everyday now.
I have forgotten what I wrote on assigned essays.
But yes, I remember how you read my words to the class, as tenderly
    as the words of Dylan Thomas.
I wondered then, are my thoughts and words just as profound?

For this wonder, I write wishing you were reading my words
    to me, again.